Time To Let Old Ghosts Rest

It's been nearly a month since I looked at Julie's profile on Linkedin.  Initially I thought it was a mistake, but it wasn't.  It forced me to look back and reflect on all the actions I have taken and all the emotions I felt.  I let my own emotions get the better of me and in the end it cost me the chance at a relationship with her a long time ago.  My actions later on cost me second chances over and over again.  I wanted to blame others, I wanted to blame her, but I can't, it's my own fault.  I have wrote all I ever wanted to write.  I have laid bare all emotions that I have felt.  Aside from the eyes of a few strangers from across the world, no one will ever read what I have written.  It's time to let old ghosts rest.  It's time to move on.

Note to self:  Never bottle up emotions.  Communications is key to good relations with anyone.  Be more outgoing.  Be more understanding and forgiving of others.  Be more forthcoming with positive emotions.  Never pussyfoot around with expressing how you feel for another.  Expressing affection must be done in person, face to face.  Opportunities only come once, don't squander it.  Be a better man.