The weather here in San Francisco has been surprisingly warm lately. It's been sunshine and blue skies for the last two weeks. It's a nice change of pace from the gloomy and dreary overcast that pretty much dominates the rest of the year. Living by the ocean, I can often hear the sound of the waves if I stick my head out the window. Looking out my window and feeling the warm ocean breeze while listening to the rumble of the ocean waves in the distance reminds me of my time at UCSD. Ever since graduating, I keep on feeling like I lost a part of myself at UCSD. It's like I belong in San Diego, not San Francisco. I want to go back. Great, now I feel like a character on LOST.
On another note, as I stated in a previous post, for some reason Julie Tu was reading through my blog for the last two weeks. Julie was a girl who I met during my first year, first quarter at UCSD. She and I were attracted to each other and I fucked it up in the end. It's a long retarded story. In the end, both of us bumped into each other again on campus just a month away from graduation and after realizing she still had feelings for me, I showed her my blog to show her that I was trying to change myself into an outgoing person and that I didn't walk away from her a long time ago. It had the exact opposite effect. She ended up choosing some retard with a communications degree over me. I was pretty broken up about it.
Two weeks ago, she looks a bit through my old blog then waits a week and access this blog. After realizing that I knew she was looking, she proceeds to spam my old blog with internet explorer and iphone views, most likely to cover up her tracks, and then reads this blog. Now, why would she do this? Curiosity? Nostalgia? Or maybe she finally realized her boyfriend is nothing more than a fucking moron and that she made the wrong choice? Whatever it is, it doesn't matter.
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