Friday, April 12, 2013

Decisions, Old Face, Eye Contact

I saw another person who I knew in the past again.  His name is Lester, a Hispanic guy who was with me in high school.  He was a class clown and absolutely hilarious, but was a major trouble maker.  I bumped into him when I was walking down a stairway and said nothing.  Seeing all these people again is simply depressing.  It's like the last three years I spent at UCSD simply folded in on itself and disappeared from history, it's like I'm reliving my past.

I'm still deciding whether to go to SF state or not.  Since I'm a conditional applicant, they expect me to take all the prerequisite classes and pass all of them with at least a B.  Seriously now, that's just insane.  I'm having second thoughts, and I'm starting to think accounting may be better.  Fuck my life.

On another note, I've been reading the intjforum.com and came across a thread about eye contact.  It seems like it's split even between maintaining eye contact and avoiding it.  Some said it was too intense, some said it was too intimate.  After what I've gone through at UCSD, I agree that it is sometimes too intense.  However, some of them said they only make eye contact with people they respect.  Seriously?  That's a douchey thing to do.  I shouldn't be like them, I don't want to be like them.

Note to self:  Make eye contact with everyone.

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