I found out last night that I got accepted into SFSU's masters of computer science program. Awesome, I guess. However, I'm not sure if I want to go there. Yes, it's great that I got accepted, but I feel that if I go to SF state and spend the next 2 to 3 years living at home, my social skills will deteriorate. At the same time, I could save a lot of money by living at home and be able to do internships within San Francisco. They gave me a month to decide whether to accept admission or not so I'll still have time to decide. I hope to hear from San Jose State soon.
Aside from this bright spot in my life, I've been losing more and more interest in doing things. I used to keep playing Civilization V a lot, hell I got 1600 hours logged in, but I've been losing more and more interest. I build a couple of cities then just quit from the game. I've been losing interest in absolutely everything. I think it's one of the first symptoms of depression, but I don't know how to stop it.
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