Half an hour till midnight and it will be the end of this year. This year has been alright, I finished up my IT internship on a high note and am now immediately moving onto working full time at the tech company. Despite my initial reluctance to accept such a position, and the lack of desire from the employees there to interact with me, I am okay at being there. They leave me alone, they give me work to do, I get it done, and then I go home. I'm fine with that. Hopefully there won't be a massive shit storm heading my way in 2015. (I probably just jinxed it.)
Though this year was okay for me personally, it wasn't very swell for the rest of the world. Multiple high profile plane crashes left hundreds dead or missing. Apparently the Cold War is back with Russia and the West dick waving at each other. Jihadists in the Middle East have killed tens of thousands, and apparently, the U.S. just declared an oil war against the Saudis this morning for dicking around with oil prices. And of course, there's the increasing levels of automation that I have been worried about for some time now. 2015 isn't off to a good start. 2015 won't be a good start for me either. Several years ago when I was back at UCSD, I made a promise to myself to self-terminate if I'm not married by the time I'm 35. I intend to keep that promise. I don't see the purpose of life if my misery and loneliness continues on after that point. When midnight comes, I will have eight years remaining before self-termination. It's all or nothing.
Maybe I should have sent Julie a message when she was snooping around on my blog.
Note to self: Have a better year. Accomplish something, anything.
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