Susan

Seven years ago, during the day of my high school graduation, I accidentally hurt a friend.  Her name is Susan.  During the day of our graduation, I was talking to some one and when I turned, she popped out of nowhere and smiled and waved at me.  Of course, being the socially awkward dumbass that I am, I freaked out and immediately dipped my head down.  It hurt her, she was upset.  I wanted to apologize that day, but I couldn't find her.  About a year later, I saw her at a bus stop outside of CCSF.  She looked at me and I looked at her, and she got on the bus.  I so wanted to apologize to her back then, but never did.  It's been years since then, but I haven't stopped thinking about her and what I did.  It's been eating me from the inside out for the last couple of months.  I found her facebook page about a year ago and I thought about messaging her to explain and apologize for what I did.  Should I though?  It's been seven years, should I inject myself back into someone's life even though they don't want to see me?

I'm sorry Susan, I wish you would know.