Summer is here and I'm thinking about applying for a job at my local community college. I don't know why, but a constant sense of dread keeps overcoming me when I think about applying. I'm afraid and I don't know why. In my last post, I wrote that my mind is constantly thinking about what can happen. What if that is the source of my anxiety? The constant fear of what might go wrong. I realized I was paralyzed by analysis when I was at UCSD and I tried to change it with moderate success. Perhaps my constant analysis is not what bogging me down, but rather the fear of what could go wrong. If it is, I need to block it out and fix it.
On another note, the job market is still crappy. A thread on reddit popped up regarding why some people couldn't jobs and what their majors was. Though few, there were some computer science, finance and accounting people who couldn't find jobs. There were a few folks who earned a masters degree but have become too overqualified to get an entry level job. I really hope that won't be me.
Note to self: Don't think about the worst that could happen.
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