Last night, my parents suggested a third option for me. Rather than live at a dorm at SJSU or going to SFSU, they suggested that I drive to SJSU on a daily basis. I calculated that it'll take about an hour under optimal conditions. It's doable, but the thought of me behind a hunk of 2000 pound metal going 60 miles a hour scares the hell out of me. Being at UCSD for three years and not having a car, made me rusty behind the wheel. I've lost count of how many times I nearly got into an accident because of my stupidity. Still, it is a viable option and the most likely one I'll take.
One odd thing I noticed is that when my parents gave me the third option, my mind started racing and started running various scenarios. Really odd, it's like my mind is on autopilot. I'm starting to wonder if my constant thinking about what could happen is the source of my anxiety.
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