Over the years, I spent so much time alone, I don't even know how to respond to someone who's being playful. After two years at UCSD, I finally relearned how and when to laugh or smile when someone makes a joke. However, ever since graduating, like so many other things I've programmed into myself, I've been slowly losing what I learned about laughter and smiling. I'm basically having to relearn it again.
As I stated in a previous post a while back, I blankly stared at my dad when he was laughing. Just yesterday, my dad was laughing at something, I looked up and laughed a bit too. But for the split second I looked up, he immediately stopped laughing. Sigh, I really hate myself. I need to make things right.
Note to self: Improve relations with dad. Make things right. When laughing, make louder laughter
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