I've been having more dreams lately, which is weird since I usually dream only once a year. This time is about this girl from one of my old econ classes. She was extremely meek and shy, and couldn't even answer a question asked by the professor after mumbling for about 10 seconds.. She always sat in the front row with a GRE book in her hand. Maybe I'm dreaming about her because she was as socially messed up as I am. Dreaming about her made me think about all the other lonely people I saw around campus. Every now and then, I would see people sitting by themselves while looking at others socializing. I wonder if they ever thought about their own situation and if they took action to fix it. I wonder if I could ever fix myself.
In the next couple of weeks I'll be starting grad school at SJSU for computer science. One hour commutes to get there is a definite change of pace. I should be excited, but I'm quite honestly disappointed. The last six months have been a real kick in the balls after being rejected from every application and failing every interview I've had. We'll see how this goes. I hope I'll have better luck finding...something, anything.
On another note, for some reason facebook keeps emailing me that I have a message, but when I check it, there's nothing. Odd.
